Dream: December 8, 1986 (5). The dagger that I grabbed is too short. I don't have time to get a longer one. The bull is in the house writing a letter that is crooked and messy. Several men wished him happiness. [I let him] drink some wine first. I said, first go dance with the others. Let him dance with me afterwards, when he is already drunk. I think that way I have a better chance to kill him.
我取匕首太短了，我要长的来不及了。它在房子里写信，又歪又乱大字。几个男子祝它愉快。 先喝点酒，说先和别人跳，最后醉时再和我跳。我想更好杀它。梦一九八六年十二月八日 （五）